forever the inability to sleep
laxluver
it is now almost five in the morning and still sleep has not come... nausea fills my brain and a migrane that is now on day three just wont go away... but all is fine...all is good and this day coming will be even better...

The past couple weeks have been uneventful to say the least there really hasnt been anything going on... Just the normal dr shuffle trying to get everything together... it is nutts I have almost been out of work doing nothing for nearly a year... A YEAR! I desperately want to go back to work I want to be me again but that is all up to my doctor I am going to write him a note and leave it with his receptionist on tuesday and I hope he will have a note ready for me starting next week... I am hoping that work will take my mind off this being sick

I love grey's anatomy but this week it really hit home and really seemed to make sense


All of these lines across my face
Tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I've been
And how I got to where I am
But these stories don't mean anything
When you've got no one to tell them to
It's true...I was made for you

I climbed across the mountain tops
Swam all across the ocean blue
I crossed all the lines and I broke all the rules
But baby I broke them all for you
Because even when I was flat broke
You made me feel like a million bucks
Yeah you do and I was made for you

You see the smile that's on my mouth

Is hiding the words that don't come out
And all of my friends who think that I'm blessed
They don't know my head is a mess
No, they don't know who I really am
And they don't know what I've been through like you do
And I was made for you...

All of these lines across my face
Tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I've been
And how I got to where I am
But these stories don't mean anything
When you've got no one to tell them to
It's true...I was made for you

Oh yeah, it's true... I was made for you

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laxluver
I just had the best time of my life with a group of 19 girls and 23 guys in sunny Orlando Florida. I went on a sprin training trip with metro lacrosse. I think I had the best vacation I have had in the longest time. I really got to know my teammates and coaches like I never could have imagined before. I roomed with Reese and Karoll. That worked out great because we all got along like sisters and now our team is more like sisters then team mates. Emily the head of our program was like our team mom she was the one that we all could go to if we had a problem. But the best experience was getting to know Lesslee. she is a new coach and was sometimes quite and now we all feel real comfortable both working and talking to her. we also got to know Brooke, one of the Junior Varsity coaches, we got to learn a lot from her because she is great player and an ok coach. Even though we lost both of our games we played better then I think we have ever played. I got a wonderful sun burn like none I have ever seen before. But the weird think was that it didnt hurt that much until I got home I think that is because I was just having such a great time. On the trip I feel as if I met some of the players for the first time. Like Jaymee I dont think I have ever really sat down and realy talked to her before the trip and on the trip we became real friends. And reese we became like sisters. I love you REESE! I also got to learn a lot from Karoll I have never got the chance to realy sit down and meet all these girls and now I am so glad I have.

a long time
laxluver
it has been a very long time since I updated but not much has happened,I made varsity again for lacrosse and played winter lacrosse but that is it

long time no write
laxluver
I have been so busy it has been crazy between going to the state tournament with soccer and keeping up with the school work ugg tomarrow is already thanksgiving

New school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
laxluver
I am so excited I might be going to a new school I have fallen in love with this school. the name of the school is deerfield academy it is so beautiful.

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lax
laxluver
right now I just got home from my soccer game and it was a disappointment it was only our second loss this season bu we should have won the game was just awful! but other then that my world is going ok

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laxluver
I hate this fuken world! uh I wish everyone would just go to hell !!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate boston I want to go away any where but here I hate it so much.

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laxluver
I know I havent written in a while but right now so much has been going on. first of all we had my mothers funeral which was extremly beautiful and then I went to Canada with my chorus and that was one of the best trips I have ever been on even though I broke my toe playing soccer with winta.

long time no talk
laxluver
My GG is moving! My gg is my great gandmother and she is moving to Florida in about a week. But my great aunt and Uncle live down there so I guess that is cool. They all mean well so that is cool but I no I am still going to miss her. The good part is that I get to go up and visit every school Vaca. YAY.

I start soccer next week and I am over joyed (not!) My old history teacher is the coach. He is cool I guess but he kinda creeps me out.

I g2g

the after mass
laxluver
wow! this week has been really long. two weeks ago I was sitting at camp having a great time. the only complaint I had then was the food was terrible. Now I am sitting home make funeral arrangments for my mom. Yeah I still and always play Lax and this disaster will always make me a stronger lax player

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